missing my nelle

gue capek abis ngasih midnight surprise gitu ke stasya cuma gue ngga mau dirumah juga hari ini sih. oya fyi, gue sembuh. akhirnya. sembuh krn nonton konser BoysLikeGirls gue rasa. btw konser nya biasa aja. nyesel sih ngga cuma...biasa. siang bolong begini belum ada yang bisa dikerjakan ya. tiba tiba gue kangen ngobrol sama my nelle. kayak banyak banget yang mau diceritain. bener bener banyak. a lot.

agak kurang berisi sih post siang ini. maklum otak gue masih mabok semalem capek banget. sebenernya main idea dari post ini cuma, gue kangen my nelle banget. kangen ngobrol sama my nelle. tapi ya bagaimana lagi apa boleh buat. mau siap siap buat ke panti asuhan sweet 17 nya stasya deh. abis itu mau nonton spy next door kayaknya tapi ngga tau jadi apa ngga.

see yaaa,

big kiss

Big day for the pumpkin head!

Happy Belated 17th Birthday to my lovely big head.
May God brings the happiness to you.
You can reach all your avocations this year.

xoxo,

your tine little fella

Random Songs

I'm in a total boredom
Sitting nicely in the corner of my room
Listening to random songs
Posted a blog by my mobile phone

All these random songs keep reminding me of you
Somehow all the things I have, smell of you
I don't miss you, at all
I don't love you, no more
it's just..my head keeps playing the clip of all the time we've been together
Automatically
I don't know how to stop
I don't know how rewind
It plays itself, automatically

Then I'm stuck
It's like there's something explode inside my head
The clip stopped
I'm lost
And you won't ever find me anymore
I'll give you an advice, gimme your last goodbye

Now playing: In Repair - John Mayer

Sick. Sicker. Sickest.

Ive been sick for these last 4 days. got fever, flu, and some kind of throat things. i can barely eat! or even drink, it hurts so much. oh God, the greatest of all, bring it back to normal. one last thing, i got an allergic! well ya i know it sucks. just pray the best for me. cause i know you love me.

gue sakit. sakitnya lebih sakit dari sakit hati. bener bener sakit. paling sakit. gue ngga demen sakit deh. yang ngga bisa ditahan itu lemesnya. lately, hidup gue jadi kurang kreatif. cuma tidur-bangun-tidur-bangun-tidur-bangun. efek obat kali ya. okay, gue punya sejuta jenis obat dari dokter. semua berjenis, pil atau kapsul atau apapun namanya pokoknya sesuatu yang ditelan dengan air......dan banyak. fyi, gue agak susah nelen obat yang bebentuk kaya gitu ya. okay, back to the main topic ya. kalo dirinci lagi, gue demam, ingusan, sakit tenggorokan (ini yang paling ngepol sakitnya) dan yang terakhir agak kurang elit sih penyakitnya, gue alergi. seluruh tangan gue merah merah. gatel. aduh penyakit orang kampung banget. malu deh. tapi, pasti ada sedikit hikmah yang bisa dipetik dari segala kejadian yang ada. berat gue dengan suksesnya turun..run..run..run jadi 39. i repeat....39....39....39. to make clearer it's thirty-nine.

I know you love me,

Febbi

Back to reality!

holiday is officially over and it's time go back to the reality which is scarier than last year. well happy new years to you, readers. sebenernya ngga tau mau nulis apa. gue bingung. im powerless. i have no idea why you are here and what we are doing. i have no strength to get away from you. i have no mind!

all those things. all those surprises. i remember it very clearly. what im doing here right now is erase it slowly. make it blur. make it invisible. make it untouchable.

hari ke-10 di 2010 gue belum punya resolusi apa apa. kalo udah ntar gue post deh. sekarang lagi ngga bisa mikir apa apa. like i said, i have no mind.....at the moment.



xoxo,
febbi