I don't cry, I don't beg. That girl you were dealing with, she wasn't me.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
I said, Hi!
Dear God, it is 4 days left to my birthday. I ask just for nothing but would say my thank for the gift you're giving to me. For all the problems you've given, just make me stronger, not less. All these times I was angry and pissed, asking for a bit blessing of yours but now I did realize, you give me the best early gift ever.
Don't read this, I warn you
Can somebody explain to me about what loving is? What's the purpose of being together with someone you've chosen? I'm not being over dramatic but, I need to know. We need to know all of these, at least I guess so. I'm an ordinary 16yr-11months-360days old with the whole bunch of teenage dramas. We think, we act, we watch and we learn to do things that we shouldn't do at this age. Maybe we should but, not this much. And what is funny is that, we think, we act, we watch and we learn about love too much. 90% of teenage problems are caused by their young love affair.
People who hardly make a first move on their first crush, people who don't believe that they're in love, people who had their heart broken and scared to face another day, people who can't show what they really feel inside, people who can't even tell their boy/girl-friend that they love 'em, in a proper way. And, people who don't believe that they believe in themselves. Movies, music, tv shows push us to believe that love last forever where in fact only one or two does. What makes me still don't understand is that, why they're tryin really hard to make us think that it lasts forever when it doesn't? What's the point?
Movies, tv shows do make us expect things. Make us feel that we are an exception, when we aren't. It affects the numbers of heart broken. They teach us to feel special when we're not and it ends up with a bit of selfishness born in our mind then it grows bigger and bigger and, we end up feel too special and we let our heart to compete themselves with your big selfishness, and that's the thing that'll make you just want you run from yourself.
People who hardly make a first move on their first crush, people who don't believe that they're in love, people who had their heart broken and scared to face another day, people who can't show what they really feel inside, people who can't even tell their boy/girl-friend that they love 'em, in a proper way. And, people who don't believe that they believe in themselves. Movies, music, tv shows push us to believe that love last forever where in fact only one or two does. What makes me still don't understand is that, why they're tryin really hard to make us think that it lasts forever when it doesn't? What's the point?
Movies, tv shows do make us expect things. Make us feel that we are an exception, when we aren't. It affects the numbers of heart broken. They teach us to feel special when we're not and it ends up with a bit of selfishness born in our mind then it grows bigger and bigger and, we end up feel too special and we let our heart to compete themselves with your big selfishness, and that's the thing that'll make you just want you run from yourself.
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