First of all, I would like to say to our friend, Nikita Putri, the victim of the last night car accident at Rasuna Sahid. May you rest in peace, our dear Nikita.
Once I read the news on detik.com. It's shaking me, and still...until I post this blog. Somehow I just feel like, that is some kind of warning for me, for us. We're getting older time to time. Our time will be less and less in every second.
Have you ever think about dying? Because that's what I'm doing right now. I am thinking about dying. How would it be like? How does it feel like leaving people you love the most? Or the worst is you are the one who has been left by the one that you love the most? Are you ready? Should we be prepared for that? We, human, are made for being prepared to leave and being left? And the funeral, have you ever think about who will be the first person that come to your funeral? And your friends, friends that you thought they're the best,would they come to your funeral? I just wondered who, the people, that will come to my funeral. My old-odd friends, would they come? Even people that I haven't got a chance meet or know each other in person would they come to my funeral?
Is it make any sense that we use our chance to live prepared to leave and being left? Because when God takes us with Him, we should be ready. And some people like me, couldn't handle that. We're too fragile. We're too easy to cry and giving up.
The last,
Even we haven't got a chance to talk to each other in person, I can see that you are a really really good person. Everybody here loves you. And I know you love them as well. And all the letters, the post, the walls on your facebook or the tweets on your twitter, you read them, right? Or maybe you're still reading them right now bcs it's too many. There are a lot of prayers for you, and there will be a lot more and more. Enjoy heaven. I wish we could get a chance to catch up, in heaven. Bye. Take care.
Love,
febbi
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